A vision for my life - Because what we focus on expands

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Cancelled IM CDA

For obvious reasons I'm not doing an IM in 2009. Although I'll certainly do another in the future, now is not the time.

My best wished to you and your family for a truly outstanding 2009.

Live with purpose....Enjoy the adventure....

Saturday, December 6, 2008

A message from Elle

Hi Everyone

I'm writing to let you know that I got to come home yesterday. It's been a really tough week, especially since I'm only 9 months old.

I don't quite understand everything that's going on, but my parents told me that I'm going to be ok, and that the bigger the challenges are that someone faces, the bigger that person becomes, so I'm going to be huge. Oh, my daddy says that I have to make sure and exercise so that I stay healthy while I get huge, whatever that means. What's exercise?

Thank you all for all of your thoughts and prayers. I really appreciate it. It helps to know that I have lots and lots of people thinking of me and sending me prayers and healing energy. Although my prognosis is better then initially thought, I still have a long road in front of me and need all the help I can get.

I hope to see you soon.

Love

Elle

The Worst Week of My Life

On Monday morning when I went into say goodbye to Elle she was very unresponsive. I'd describe it as catatonic.

We rushed her to the emergency room at Wolfsons Childrens Hospital. When they checked her vitals her temperature was 92.

In an effort to determine what was going on, they hooked her up to a EEG and immediately discovered she was having a seizure. They gave her an injection to control the seizure, and took her to get a CAT scan.

The CAT scan showed too much fluid in her brain ventricles, so they did an MRI. The MRI showed that her brain cortex did not form properly, a combination of conditions called lissencephaly and pachygyria, both of which are considered neural migration disorders, meaning the brain didn't form properly long before birth.

All three of those terms cover an umbrella of conditions, just like if someone was to say they had cancer. Just like with cancer, there are many different types, each of which has its own origins and its own range of symptoms, ranging from mild to severe.

There's much we don't know yet, beyond the fact the she has an extremely rare genetic brain anomaly. In addition, we found out just a couple of weeks ago that she has hip dysplacia, that will need to be treated.

There are some things we do know:

1. Her condition is not degenerative thank God
2. The neurosurgeon said no surgery is necessary.
3. Once they got her on seizure medication, she has had no further seizures and has been completely stable since Monday. The seizure did not cause any damage whatsoever. Although it took a couple of days, she is 100% back to her normal self: a happy, giggly, smiley and squirmy beautiful little girl.
3. The orthopedic surgeon said that surgery should take care of her hip without any complications. Even with her neurology issues, he expects her to walk just fine.
4. 90% of children who are prone to seizures outgrow it by age 2.
5. Aside from the brain anomaly, she's probably more healthy that most of the people you and I know. Heart, lungs, metabolism, immune system, etc. is all perfect
6. Given her condition, she has developed quite well so far, and is expected to continue doing so. Exactly what physical and mental developmental issues lie ahead no one knows, except for God.

I'm extremely grateful for the care she (and we) received at Wolfsons. She has a neurosurgeon, neuroradiologist, neurologist, genetecist, orthopedic surgeon, and more nurses, physicians and residents than I can count, all making sure she received the absolute best care available anywhere.

We have a very long road ahead of us. We're still figuring out specifically what's going on and what to do about it.

I'm going to believe with every fiber of my being that she will sit, and crawl, and walk, and talk, and read and write. I believe she'll go to school and graduate from college. Can I guarantee that by believing those things that any of it will happen? Of course not...There are no guarantees is life for any of us. But I can guarantee what will happen if I believe she can't do any of those things.

God gave Elle to Lori and me for a reason. He knows we'll do whatever is necessary for her. Very little is known about how the brain develops. We will find a way or we will make a way.

Thought, prayers and healing energy sent our way are much appreciated. We need them.

Love

Andy, Lori & Elle

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Time Management

By now I’m sure you’ve seen - or at least heard about - Randy Pausch’s “Last Lecture.” If not, stop reading and go watch it right now: The Last Lecture

With that intro out of the way, here’s a link to a lecture Randy gave at UVA in November 2007 on time management. Randy said that it’s actually what he wants to be famous for, more so than the last lecture:



Trust me, it’s a must watch, and is certainly more valuable than whatever else you were planning on doing with the next hour.

Live with purpose....Enjoy the adventure....

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

54 on my 40th

My 40th birthday was on 8/14, so I took up the Bfit Birthday Gold Challenge over the weekend. Swim the first number of your age, bike the combined number, and run the last number (10 miles if it ends in a 0 – good for me) within 24 hours.

Since we all know that endurance sports offer great metaphors for life, what did I learn by going 54 miles for my 40th birthday? I'll get to that in a minute. First, the workout.....

I had absolutely no desire to swim 4 miles straight through, so I kicked things off with a 2.4 mile pool swim on Friday night. Putting things in perspective, swimming 2.4 miles in the ironman was a blast. Surrounded by 2000 type A's all headed torward the same spot in the ocean.....helicopters overhead....huge crowds cheering for us.....

In comparison, swimming 2.4 miles in the pool was REALLY boring...and my nose and sinuses got stuffy from the pool water.

Screw the swimmers mile. I split the swim up into 2x2100, taking a couple of minutes in between to sip some water, plus an extra 25 at the end for 4225. Total time was 1:33 - about the same time as my IM swim.

The next morning I was up at 5, drank my usual pre-workout Boost +, and sipped on some coffee on the way to St. Augustine. A lot of the hammerheads are training for summer and fall IMs, including IM Lou, IM Moo, and Kona, and Al – one of the hammerheads training for IM Moo - graciously hosted a group workout for us at his waterfront condo.

We gathered at Al’s at 7, and jumped in the water for an open water swim at around 7:30. His condo is right on the inlet in St Augustine, so he planned the workout for us to be swimming as the tide was coming in, so we would have nice clean water to swim in. From the end of his dock to a sandbar and back was .8 of a mile, and the plan was for everyone to do two laps.

My nose and sinuses were still stuffy from the night before, and the warm salt water just made things worse, so I bagged it after one lap. I had no desire to keep putting my face back in the salt water, just to aggravate my sinuses more, so I waited on the dock with a couple others who didn’t go back for a 2nd lap. Swim time of 38 minutes.

T1 was in Al’s pool on the way back up to his condo :)



After a few minutes for everyone to change, we hit the bikes. After 20 miles, the group split, with those training for later races going for another 20 before turning around, and those tapering for upcoming races turning around with me to get in 40. The ride was pretty uneventful, other than a pretty good headwind on the way back.

Total ride time was 2:09

A few minutes to change and it was time to get our run on.

We started as a group at a pretty easy pace, which would have been easy to maintain in cooler weather; however, this is Florida and we started running at 11. After 3 miles or so the rest of the group turned back, and I was left with a couple more miles out before turning around. The good news – I got to run on the beach, my favorite running spot. The bad news – it was in the high 80’s low 90’s and steamy.

My slow pace quickly changed to a 4/1: run 4 minutes, walk one, which I kept up for the next 7 miles. Even that became challenging over the last couple of miles. But that’s the point, isn’t it? Why bother doing it if it’s easy?

Total time for the run was 1:50, a rather pedestrian pace, although that’s what I get for so doing so little training the past few weeks.

After finishing the run it was back into the pool for a quick dip to cool off and time to enjoy a couple of beers, burgers and brats that Al so thoughtfully provided for all. Lori and Elle came down to join us for our post workout festivities, which everyone thoroughly enjoyed.

One slight problem – since I only did one lap in the inlet that morning, I still had another .8 of a mile of swimming to do. Ugggghhhhhhh. For those of you that have been reading my blog, you already know my thoughts on swimming. Oh well…..thanks to Al and the rest of the hammerheads for the great workout, company, food and beer…..I’m headed back to the pool

Another 1425 yds in 33 minutes and I was done:

Swim 4 miles, bike 40 miles, run 10 miles, brag for the rest of…..Oops….wrong tag line…..I’ll, save that for IM CDA next June….

Total time: 6:41:56.

So what did I learn from this silly way of celebrating my birthday?

Well…..

1. I’ve come a really long way when it comes to swimming. Two years ago I couldn’t swim 100 yds without stopping. The last few months I’ve swam once a week for 2000 yds or so at the absolute most. For me to swim 2.4 miles (4 total) with so little training is huge.

1a. Whether I swim 3-4k three times / week or swim 2k one time / week, my times are about the same. I'd have to swim 5-6 times per week to improve, and even then I'd probably only gain 10-15 minutes. I'll stick to focusing on biking an running.

2. I’m still are REALLY bad swimmer. Everything’s relative :)

3. Group rides are always better than riding solo. For the next few months I want to do a lot more group riding on the weekends instead of doing intervals on my own.

4. I can run 10 miles without too much of a problem on a whim.

5. Don’t run 10 miles on a whim in the middle of the day when it’s too f*&$ing hot out.

6. If I do run on a whim in the middle of the day when it’s too f*&$ing hot out, I’ll very quickly remember that I’m 40 and take a while to recover. I was completely wrecked after the run.

7. I hate swimming.

8. I finish what I start. Period. It would have been very easy to hang around Al’s and enjoy the good company, and good food, and really good beer, and bail on the rest of the swim, turning the gold challenge into the bronze or silver challenge by stretching things out over a few days or even a week. But that’s not what I committed to. Why bother doing it if it's easy.

9. My health and fitness are 100 times better than they were when I celebrated my 20th birthday.

10. I have some great friends who see fitness as a lifestyle, and not something they have to do on occassion.

11. Finally, and most importantly, I have a very supportive wife who loves me - and of course who I love. And what could be better than that?

Live with purpose....Enjoy the adventure....

Monday, August 18, 2008

The Ultimate Long Course Training Manual

Sunday, August 17, 2008

With age comes....

I know. You were expecting wisdom.

Well doing 4 miles of swimming, 40 miles of biking and 10 miles of running in Florida in August is most definitely not the smartest thing in the world.

My 40th birthday gold challenge is done, and so am I.

I'll post a report later (once I'm recovered).

For now

Swim:

2.4 miles pool 1:33:26
.8 miles open water 36:23
.8 miles pool (after biking and running) 33:06

Swim time: 2:42:55

Bike

40 miles 2:09:12

Run

10 miles 1:49:49

Total time: 6:41:56